Sunday, December 20, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL


This year, on the first of December, I sat there and realized that once again the festive season was upon us. As it does every year since I retired, it puts me in a somber mood and this of course made me wonder as to why? Running it through my mind, I came to realize that throughout my career I had never really spent a Christmas Eve in the traditional sense of the word.

Early in my career, I was always the pimpled face kid who got picked for the “Christmas roster”. I remember driving around the quiet PMQ areas, checking the Christmas lights and seeing people through their living room windows enjoying themselves. Feeling a bit lonesome, I remember consoling myself by saying that somebody had to be out there in case police assistance was needed somewhere. Without fail, at midnight, the shift IC would come on the radio and call you back to the guardhouse for coffee and Christmas cake. The shift would end and you would end up spending Christmas Day sleeping.

Then came Cyprus. The luck of the draw would have it that I was to spend that Christmas Eve on the island. Being a “Battalion MP” with the Patricias, spending Christmas with homesick soldiers was quite the chore. They would have their Christmas diner to then sit down and build the traditional “Heineken” Christmas tree. After getting ready to go on duty on the night of Christmas Eve, I had ventured to the living room of Ledra palace only to see that the “Heineken” tree was now standing about fourteen feet tall. At this stage, you didn’t need to be a rocket scientist to realize that you were going to be busy. After drinking all day, the boys let their hair down and partied “Army style”. Using common sense and a lot of compassion, you became a big brother and took care of them. Although the guardroom cells would be full, you knew that you were only keeping them in there for their own protection. The next morning, the RSM showed up and when he woke them up, they had quite the headaches and your job had been done.

Then there was the six year stint in Germany. Not your traditional Canadian Christmas but quite enjoyable. Christmas markets, building wooden toys for local kids or being the designated driver for many evenings, there was a sense of close knit community and the job as a base MP at CFB Lahr was quite interesting. Here again, a lot of common sense and compassion got the job done. Although some would throw the book at some offenders, others knew quite well that the soldiers we dealt with had families and to park their vehicle and drive them home did not give you points for the “MP” of the year award, but somewhere along the line, this particular person would find it in his heart to realize that the MPs were there to help a fellowman.

As for the Bosnian Christmas, once you added the flack vest and the C-7, the job was basically the same. However, an incident occurred and it was to mark me for as long as I live. A young corporal working for me had his eyes on a beautiful young Croat interpreter. To possibly get later favors from her, he asked me if she could catch a ride with us from Gracac to Knin. Although it was against UN rules, I did not see any problems with the request and told him to bring her along. On the drive up, I could see that she was beating around the bush and was trying to ask me a question. As she could not cross back into Croatia and knew that we could, she was trying to ask us to bring something back for her. Thinking that she might want something like “designer jeans” or some exotic perfume, out of curiosity, I asked her what she wanted for Christmas. To my surprise, her answer floored me. She didn’t want anything for herself but rather it was something for her 82 year old grandmother. As it turned out, the young girl suspected that this was to be the old lady’s last Christmas and all she wanted was for her to have a feast of “shrimps”. Seeing how unselfish this young girl was made my heart rise to my throat. Swallowing real hard trying to keep the tears back, I told her I would see what I could do. Knowing that it was a matter of a few phone calls, these were done and 5 kilos of shrimps were delivered by helicopter to my office the next day. I gave the merchandise to this young corporal, gave him the night off and again worked the Christmas Eve shift. The next morning, he came back to the garrison. While watching him walk towards the guardhouse, there was no reasons for me to ask him how his night had been. Instead, I sent him to bed and pulled another 12 hour shift.

My last Christmas in the military was spent in Algeria. All primed and ready to go home to Canada, we had to postpone leaving Algeria that particular day due to unforeseen commitment at the embassy. As it turned out, somebody up there must have been looking out for us as the particular flight we were to board was hijacked by terrorists and who knows what would have happened if I would have been on that plane. Anyway, this was also another unusual Christmas Eve as we spent it sitting at home watching this huge sand storm go by.

To make a long story short, the point behind this is that the men and women wearing the MP uniform were and are still a special breed of people. Although a lot of people will advocate that we are police officers with specific duties, one must realize that we belong to a larger family and do cater to the military community. At Christmas time, everybody serving away from home all feel a bit lonesome and all react differently. Contrary to our civilian counterparts, the offenders we encounter probably had one hell of a year and most likely dealt with death on a close and personal note. Like I used to say to the “boys”, four basic principles will determine if you are to succeed. Firmness, fairness, politeness and compassion will make all the difference in the world. A gratifying reward you get from living with these simple principles is the respect you get from your fellow soldiers. Isn’t that what the Christmas Spirit is all about? Helping a friend in need?

Anyway to the serving men and women across Canada and Overseas, I wish to take this opportunity and wish you guys a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. To the boys in Afghanistan, “Keep your heads down and your powder dry”. If on Christmas Eve you’re on duty and feel homesick, remember that in your honor, somewhere in northern New-Brunswick, some “crazy old ex-Meathead” is out there dog sledding because he has the “freedom” to do so. God only knows that this freedom came with an expensive price tag this year. As for you “old farts”, I have fond memories of working with you guys at Christmas and will raise a glass in your honor.

Gino

Peace on Earth to one and all. Remember, Collectively we can make a difference.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

DADDY'S GIRL

Sometimes, somewhere, someone puts out some great stuff that you know you must share with everyone. On this Remembrance Day, let's take time to think about that little girl or that little boy who's father won't be coming back...

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Daddy's Poem & Remembrance Day

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
A man who wasn't there.

'Where's her daddy at?'
She heard a boy call out.
'She probably doesn't have one,'
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
'Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day.'

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

'My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.

'Cause my daddy's al ways with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart'

With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

'I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.

You see he is a Canadian soldier
And died just this past year
When a roadside bomb hit his convoy
And taught us all to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away.'
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

And to her mothers amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side. '

I know you're with me Daddy,'
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed rose.

And a child was blessed,
if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,

That heaven is never too far...

WOW... LEST WE FORGET

Thursday, October 22, 2009

KEEPERS OF THE FLAG

General Hillier once said, quote “When soldiers experience unsure military experiences, it produces uncertainty, which causes them to lose confidence in what they do and actually causes some fear. That's normal in the military.” unquote.

That’s nice but what about that young guy that just came home from that “God Forsaken” place called “Panjway District”, who was put through the “wringer” and had all the juices from his body squeezed till he’s got nothing else to give. How are we supposed to make things right by him? Oh for sure, the Department of National Defense and Veterans Affairs have contingency plans to deal with these psychologically affected individuals but after not experiencing but surviving such an ordeal shouldn’t we do more for them? But then again you might ask, “What do you expect us to do?” We wave the patriotic flag. We wear the “Support the Troops” pin. Hell, some of us even pour cement bags. What else, do you expect us to do? Well at this stage of the game, I’ll honestly tell you that I don’t really know the answer to that one but can see that there is a problem and it needs to be fixed.

If any of you followed the news recently, “good old boy” Peter MacKay just announced that Canada might not be pulling its troops out of Afghanistan as scheduled in 2011. Rather they would most likely stay and be employed in a less dangerous role such as mentoring and training programs. This to most of us with half a brain is not really news as we were expecting it but did anybody notice that the Canadian population never took the bait. You would think that if we were that committed to bringing the troops back home that at least one or two protesters would have charged “Parliament Hill” with their “No more war” placards. No, that news segment turned out to be a simple blur that vanished never to be challenged. Now that to the “Tories” was probably a good thing. You see, they’ve been strategizing to get a majority ever since they’ve been elected. By checking the population’s pulse, they realized that the patient is sleeping comfortably numb and to further commit our soldiers passed the deadline might not affect the outcome of an upcoming election. So, armed with these realities and behind “closed doors”, they can now negotiate some “shady deal” with our cousins south of the border.

“Whoa!” Stop the press and let’s rewind the tape a bit. There needs to be a little history lesson injected in here. If we recall, in 2002, then Liberal Prime Minister, Paul Martin, agreed to send troops to Afghanistan as part of the coalition force. This seemed to satisfy the spoiled needs of then US President, “Georges W. Bush”. By pure coincidence if you want to believe this, they suddenly relaxed the surtaxes on our lumber and allowed our meat to be imported as our cows were no longer mad. As for our steel industry, it was no longer sub-standard and hell yes, “Alleluia”, the famous “red P.E.I. spud”, was again good to eat. Years went by and all of a sudden, the same dilemma appears but under a different name. Last year, when “Obama” introduced his “Buy American” policy, this sent our politicians scrambling as here we were after pulling through the first one, we were being subjected to a second round of “blackmail”. Thus probably the reason why we have troops over there. Not because, we’re fighting for their freedom but rather because we’re fighting to keep ours. We are at the mercy our largest trading partner and if we want to keep our families fed, we have to “play ball” with the Americans. The Canadian Soldiers assigned to the violent Taliban heartland are a key component to this complicated political chess game and will be used and abused till this so-called war against terrorism is over. These are the arrangements that we are stuck with and in all fairness to “Stephen Harper”, he basically has no choice but to stay the present course of action which probably can be loosely translated into a bastardized version of “Co-operate or else.”

From the beginning, General Hillier was the architect and main driving force behind Canada’s mission of taking the responsibilities of “Panjway District”. While between 2002 to 2005 (four years) Canada lost eight (8) troops, since their move to Kandahar in 2006, a staggering number of one-hundred and twenty-two (122), have fallen for this country and the fourth year (2009) is not over yet. That folks, averages to about 30 individuals a year. Just thought that I’d bring these surreal statistics so to show what kind of sacrifice these soldiers are making…
Anyway, when the CDS decided to retire in Jul 08, I for one really thought that he had dropped the ball and left the “Boyz” to be fed to the wolves. To say the least, this did not sit well with me. Although I now apologize to him for what I called him, at the time, I was fit to be tied and promised myself that retribution would be paid. So in my devious twisted mind, in Dec 08, when they announced the 100th casualty, I concocted a ploy where I would send my Canadian flag on a mission to the “Big Sandbox” and when it did return, I was going to mail it as a “retirement gift” to General Hillier in Newfoundland with a note that was going to tell him to hang this in his plush University office as he should also share the burden of living with the ghosts of all those lost soles.

The plan was set in motion and it went without a hitch. Without a hitch, yes but as soon as that flag hit the ground running over there, I started doubting it as I could see that it had serious drawbacks that could be catastrophic. One of the purposes of the flag was to give the opportunity to a young man to have something else to think about other than the drudgeries of war. What I never thought of was that it might just draw unnecessary attention to this individual and that being in the spotlight like that might just bring some additional danger to him. Add to that the fact that “Bobby” was doing such a bang-up job of promoting the “morale boosting flag” and this to the point where he was drawing media attention and you know what? I was getting worried that he might not be focusing on the true nature of his real mission. So for well over six months, I just sat back and prayed that nothing bad would happen to him. Every time they announced that “a NATO soldier was killed”, I swallowed hard, hoping that it wasn’t “Pte Buteau”.

So you can imagine how glad I was to see this young “combat veteran” safe and sound when he showed up on my doorsteps last Saturday and get this, two days after arriving in Canada. For him and the guys in his section, I guess it was important to make sure that the flag made it safe and sound back at “Ciment Hill”. From what he related, his tour of duty was “no cake walk” and if hell does exist on earth then they have found it and it’s located downtown in the “Panjway District”. Until the American Marines showed up, next door in Hellman province to relieve some of the pressure, the two outposts manned by the Canadians reported close to 75% of all contacts with the enemy in the area. Considering that their “Strong Point” was involved in more than fifty (50) close quarter firefights, I guess for them the flag acted as some sort of security blanket and gave them a sense of reality of who they were and what they were fighting for. It’s kind of ironic that this bond and sense of loyalty towards an old fool that lives in the backwoods of New-Brunswick developed but what the hell, “Whatever spins your bowtie, I guess”. Anyway, I didn’t care too much about the flag at this point as I previously mentioned, the thing had brought me nightmares. This till, “Bobby” presented it to me complete with its traveling case. From what I could gather, the personnel of the Funeral Guard in Kandahar had taken the time to neatly fold it in the traditional triangle shape before retiring it to the wooden box. When I opened the lid and saw this honorable gesture, tears filled my eyes and I just couldn’t find the right words to say. All I could do was look into this soldier’s eyes and see that here stood before me a kid that really needed a huge hug at this stage of the game. So without further ado, I opened up my arms and we held each other and this for a serious long time. I don’t know who needed it the most, me or him. All I can say is that nothing else needed to be said. He had just survived probably the worst experience in a soldier’s career and contrary to the fifteen colleagues that didn’t make it home safely during that particular rotation, he had lived through the ordeal and this according to him, would get the occasion to go back and fight another day.

When I embarked in this adventure with the “Keepers of the Flag” last spring, my motivations were somewhat of a narcissistic nature. To “stick it” to the man and really rub his nose in it sounded like a good plan at the time. However, after listening to a few individuals that have lived the Afghanistan experience for the last year, I’ve come to recognize the fact that General Hillier was indeed a “Soldier’s General” who was most likely the key element that kept the politicians in check. We’ll never be privileged enough to find out what really transpired between him and the Prime Minister just before he unexpectedly decided to “pull the plug” but one fact remains uncontested. Since he was sidelined, the operation has taken a completely different direction. From what I have been told, the DND chain of command is taking orders from “civies” that don’t have a clue as to what it takes to win this thing. The order of the day seems to be, “Just make us look good and there won’t be any heads served on a platter”. Gentlemen, it sure isn’t my place to run the boat but this smells like something the Canadian Forces experienced in a recent past. It seems that the more it changes, the more it resembles our involvement in the Bosnian/Croatian conflict. And that part of our military history is nothing to brag about. We can’t be fighting this thing with our hands tied behind our back. This sends the wrong message. There is nothing worse than having a front line soldier second guess his true calling. We seem to forget that the “Boyz” need our complete support and undivided attention and this should be a given. If this is not to be the case then there is but one other solution. “Bring them back home!” It’s that simple.

As for the tattered flag, I don’t really know what I’m going to do with it. It seems to mean a lot more to those few Royal 22e Regiment soldiers who took it out on patrol than it does to me or for that matter, the “General”. I’ll have to sit on this one and think about this for a while. Who knows? Maybe I’ll keep it around for a fourth generation of “Buteaus”. I don’t really know. Let’s just say that for now it is resting safe and sound in “My slice of Heaven” and we’ll see what the future holds. = -)

Peace on earth to one and all and remember collectively we can make a difference.

Later Folks,

Gino

P.S. Oh by the way “Boyz”, GREAT JOB AND WELCOME HOME!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

UNITED VETERANS?


On the property, along the river bank, I’ve got a small foot path that I’ve long ago baptized the “Puppy Trail”. Nicknamed as such because of its purpose, this is where the young six week old sled dogs puppies get indoctrinated to early training. The other day, as per the normal daily ritual, some of the dogs and me went for a walk on it. A simple but most enjoyable time of day, this gives them the occasion to socialize and sniff everything in sight. I usually get a laugh at seeing them horseplay and interact but most importantly, I usually take this quiet moment to reflect. Although a short distance, maybe half a kilometer if you do the whole trek, for me, it never seems to get monotonous. Why should it? The beautiful scenery never stays the same with every changing season as there’s always something going on. One morning, the loons can be gliding along and fishing while on the next one, you might be lucky enough to see otters crack open and eat fresh water clams. It’s like you’re watching a “Nature Show” on the Discovery Channel but without the reruns.

Point in case, a few days ago, for entertainment, the local flock of Canada Geese flew by us, in a well defined “V” shape formation and landed maybe five hundred feet up river. One of the young ones obviously had not mastered the art of landing and when its webbed feet touched the surface, he tumbled head over heels on and in the water. Not a “crash and burn” event, a few seconds later, he right sided himself up, shook the marbles out and continued swimming with his family. Now some of you might think that this is not much of a big deal or might even suggest that I lead a boring life. Possibly, but then again, how many of you have had the occasion to listen to that particular sound of the wind when it goes through their flapping wings. Or how many of you have taken the time or even at that, have had the opportunity to see the progression that goes on during that transition period of “Flight School” from when the hatchlings come out of the egg to when they finally take off for that first trip down south.

Nature has an amazing way of teaching us certain lessons but you have to take the time to absorb what is being taught. For instance, in the case of these Canada Geese, a whole bunch of things transpire during their stay here in the summer and the lessons learned can be directly applied to our daily living and in my case to my “dog sledding” world.

First, when they do arrive in early spring, they know exactly where to go and who is a friend and who is a foe. Thus, they revisit those who make them feel welcomed and feed them. Where it is not in my nature to offer them food, I don’t really condone the practice in their case. After coming home after a long and hard trip, they need to rest and replenish their strength. Food can be scarcest at the best of times in this somewhat “urbanized area” and we’ve created a situation where we have but no choice to help them out. You have to understand that although we call them the “local flock”, they’re not from here originally. We used to have Canada Geese in this region maybe thirty years ago but they were hunted into extinction. These birds that now call the Madawaska River home were imported from Ontario ten (10) years ago from a town that was overpopulated by them to the point where they became a nuisance. As a result of somebody’s “brain fart”, they caught and brought twenty-five (25) young specimens to this area and let them loose. Today, this relocation program is a victim of its own success as we are faced with a situation that will in a near future become a possible problem. You see, first of all, we can’t hunt them due to laws prohibiting the use of firearms in the close proximities of buildings. Also, they don’t really have any natural predators so we have over one thousand of these game birds that are fighting to survive by feeding on anything that they can rummage. Too often enough you’ll see them foraging for grass on somebody’s manicured lawn. They don’t care that this “doctor” or “lawyer” is paying mega bucks to keep up with the “Jones”, they just want to eat. This makes them unpopular with this self proclaimed upper class “Aristocratic” crowd and some of these folks will even go to extremes to persuade these pesky now called pests off their land. Now what happened to this moving out to the country and co-habiting with nature? I guess if it doesn’t “ruffle my feathers”, it’s OK but if one craps on my deck, there will be hell to be paid. You know, I kind of feel for those geese as I’m faced with a similar dilemma when dealing with this “sophisticated crowd” of shore dwellers. I had the Ministry of Environment visit me a couple of years ago, acting on a complaint as apparently, my sawmill yard was a source of pollution and a threat to the environment. It turns out that I knew the officer and he gave me the real scoop. As you would have it, the wife of a prominent doctor felt embarrassed to have her guests drive by my place as according to her, it was an eye sore. Now what the hell does she expect from a working operation? Is she not smart enough to realize that lumber come from trees and trees have bark and when you’re finished with the transformation, you have waste material? Come on, give me a break! But then again I should have known better, this coming from a woman that has never worked a day in her life, to later manage to sleep her way into a rich man’s bed. I guess things haven’t changed much in Suzanne’s boring life. You have to remember that I know her from when she was a kid. When she was young, she was so poor that it was the only thing that she had for entertainment but now instead of playing with her “shit”, she’s chucking it. The irony of it all is that she was on the “committee” to have the Canada Geese brought to her front yard. As a sidebar by the way, the only reason I’m mentioning this here is because, from what I’ve heard through the “grape vines”, she has been reading my “dog stories” and apparently, it’s “approprié” to know the “Baisley writer”. Yeah right, like I said before, “Give me a break!”

Anyway back to my birds (just had to get that off my chest), because of this “local turf war”, they have learned to adapt to the situation. Right from “Day One”, the chicks have got to learn how to swim. In this situation, all the adults surround them in a circle like formation and all the newborns are gathered from the different nests and allowed to paddle safely across the waters. When a threat is recognized, the alarm is sounded and all the mature female geese will tighten the inner circle while the ganders will take a defensive position concentrating on the side of the perceived danger. Once the menace has passed, they will return to their previous circle like positions and will continue to glide along.

Within the first six weeks of their existence, a transformation takes place in the lives of the young chicks’ lives. They lose their grayish duvet to have it replaced with the well recognized plumage of the Canada Goose. As soon as their feathers are fully grown, the parents immediately teach them how to fly. Initially, they simply learn to flap their wings till they realize that they can create lift. Then the parents will show them what has to be done and “hoopla”, they’ve got this moving forward and lifting off the water down path. Not too sure of what’s happening, they’ll go back to the safety of the surface of the water to again try this again in an immediate future. This goes on for a couple of weeks and next thing you know, they know how to fly.

Throughout the summer, you will see them practicing this new acquired talent and every day they will be out there doing their thing. It’s nice to know how to fly but if they’re going to tackle this big upcoming fall trip, they need to build up their strength and endurance. So, day in and day out, they’re out there doing some low flying passes over the river. When the parents feel that the time is right, then they’ll bring the young ones to higher elevations, away from the water and on longer trips. They eventually learn that landing on solid ground requires a different technique but that’s OK because it’s all part of the learning process.

By the time the days get shorter, all the different families flock together to create one huge gaggle of geese. They practice and quickly learn that if you fly in a “V” formation, the goose in front of you cuts the wind resistance and you can go further than if you were traveling alone. So not by choice but rather because of their survival instinct, they stay together. After training all summer, they wait till their counterparts from further north pass over. At their invitation, they respond to their honking and then join them for the “three thousand plus” kilometer trip down south.

To see these thousands of birds fly way up there a couple of thousand of feet is most impressive especially when you see these huge moving “V” formations carve huge black lines out of the skyline. No religion or politics involved, they just do this “team work” because they know that if they’re going to survive, they need this “working together” for the same cause down to a science, otherwise their chance of success are at best either very slim or nil. ”

When this whole migration process takes place, it’s a sign that winter is well on it’s way and a good indicator that’s it’s time for the dog team and I to go out there and start losing that accumulated summer fat. Just like those geese, if we’re going to do our thing, we need to train and put on some serious miles. Just like those geese, we need to work as a unit if we are to attain our goal. For this winter, we’ve upped the “antes” a bit and the laborious challenge will be to run five (5) races in the Quebec Mid-Distance Circuit and finish the season with the sixty (60) mile race in Fort-Kent, Maine but that’s a totally different story...

As to where all this fits with the military veterans, well it’s quite simple. This is where we differ. I’ve been sitting here in the bush, observing what has been going on and like Louis Leclerc would have famously articulated, “I’ve got to give my head a real good shake”. Everybody seems to be full of good intentions but everybody seems to be promoting their own agenda. As of now, I’ve identified at least eighteen (18) different para-military organizations that seem to think that their cause should be the “one” that all of us should shoulder and promote. You really have to raise an eyebrow when you see people arguing about who has the right to display the “poppy”. Another good one is when you’re told that you better be careful as to how you use the “Support the Troop” logo as someone has a “copyright” on it and you might just end up at the receiving end of a lawsuit. What about those ones of a more rebellious nature that seem to want to hint that if the veterans were to unite, we could actually overthrow the government. Sounds good in theory but then again our infamous bureaucrats in Ottawa are not afraid of such a possibility. Rather, they tend to laugh at the prospect, knowing quite well that we’ll never be able to organize such a united front simply because we tend to promote our own regional selfishness and will never get along.

I could go on “bad-mouthing” about what’s wrong with the big picture and to tell you the truth, I completely deleted the first draft of this “blog entry”. Somewhere along the line, I realized that it did not serve any constructive purposes and that the “Boyz” in Afghanistan have got enough on their plate and don’t need anymore of these negative “vibes”.

For me it is and will remain quite basic. I’ve accepted the fact that in the past I was dealt with more than my fair share of bad hands and just don’t have the “moxey” to take on big projects. Some might argue that my limitations are attributed to old age or it could be because of this diagnosed condition called PTSD. As of today, the verdict is still out on that and I don’t know for sure. All I can say is that I’ve found a winning combination that affords me a comfort zone and for now, I’m quite content living a simple life. Out of the visitors (180 plus) that dropped in at “Ciment Hill” this summer, I had the opportunity to hear some amazing “war stories”. From World War II right down to Afghanistan, it astounded me to see that so many veterans of past conflicts would simply drop in and confide in me. Some stories were enlightening while some were atrocious. Whatever they were, it seemed that every one of them had this particular common theme. All these soldiers had been there and done their thing and for some reason they felt the need to be heard. And that folks is a quality that I do possess. I’m a very good listener. I mean, I can actually sit down and listen to what is being said by the person in front of me. And you know what? A lot of times, getting it off one’s chest might just be the first step on the road to recovery and inner peace. Now that in my books, makes it worth while to breathe fresh country air.

For us veterans and anybody else for that matter that still want to make a “war contribution”, this is in no way beyond our reach. Like “Dell” pointed out during his visit this summer, over 1.4 million people rotate around this veteran nucleus. If only half of these people would go out of their way to thank the Canadian soldiers for their efforts then they would not feel so alone and abandoned. Trust me, the real picture is not as rosy as our leaders want us to believe and morale is beyond low, actually it’s in the dumpster.

So, instead of trying to organize these big “shin dings” in honor of the troops, maybe we should do something on our own and add our personal touch. It can be simple gestures such as if you see one waiting in line at your local “Tim Horton”, offer to pay for his coffee. If you spot one walking down the street, “toot” your horn and give him a “thumb’s up”. Hell, just go out of your way and tell him that you appreciate what he’s doing for your country. I’m sure that it will make his day. As for me, well, I don’t plan on leading any big parades. I’ll just keep doing what I’ve been doing all my life. I’ll keep helping my fellow man and hope that someday he’ll return the favor by helping someone else.

Peace on earth to one and all and remember collectively, we can make a difference. = -)

Gino

Sunday, September 13, 2009

THE OUTPOST

Good Morning Erhard, Good Morning Herta,

The new addition to your family is simply beautiful. I am very glad to see that all went well. Congratulations to the proud parents and of course to "OMA" and "OPA".

Out here in New-Brunswick, everything is fine. We had a reasonable tourist season, considering the recession. They keep telling us that it's over but I'm not too sure about that. When even the Chinese are putting their people out of work, this does not inspire much confidence. But that's a totally different story...

I've been keeping busy, expanding on the business of Baisley Lodges. I've added the final extension to the "Bunkhouse" and will work in there over the winter, trying to get it ready for next summer. I also moved the "Trapper's Camp" to a location on top of a mountain, the balcony hanging over a "small cliff". The "Outpost" as it will be called is located 20 kilometers deeper in the bush and will be a great place to go with the dogs and also a great place to relax and even do some writing. The greatest thing about the place is that the view from up there is simply amazing plus as an added bonus there is no electricity or running water - just pure wilderness and a lot of peace and quiet. Mosqua and I were sitting on the balcony and admiring the scenery and you know what? I don't really understand why I've been so lucky. I'm not a religious man but for some strange reason, it's like somebody is looking after me. I'll have to keep that in the back of my mind. Somewhere, I'll have to return the favor, some day.

As for the dogs, well there has been a few changes in the barn. I had to say goodbye to my old friend, "Mr Tibbs". He had reached the end of the road and was suffering a bit too much. I took him to the veterinarian and had him put to sleep. A good friend of mine, the "Vet" didn't spare the dosage and he simply fell asleep in my arms, never to wake up. I buried him alongside his old friends, the other sled dogs and planted a spruce tree on top of his grave. A simple gesture just to remind me that he'll provide nutrition and energy to that tree so to help it grow for years to come. So, really he's not gone. He's just transformed himself to possibly live another century.

One of my favorite girls, "Snooky" is also gone. After serious contemplation, I finally decided to have her adopted. She moved this summer to southern USA where she will be doing what she enjoys best. She'll be able to run wild and fast on the sprint circuit down there. You see, "Snooky" didn't care too much for the long distance stuff nor did she care for the -20 Celsius temperature. So some good friends from down there needed a good mature leader so I let her go. I have to mention that if it wasn't for the fact that she went to a great family that will take really good care of her, she would still be with us.

"Sky the new Guy" also moved in. He's "Oumak's" brother and was given to me. Just like my grey leader, "Sky" has great work ethics and will be a great addition to the team this winter. He has serious attitude issues and doesn't trust humans. I guess when you've been tossed around from one place to another (I'm his fifth owner), it's kind of hard to put your confidence in the person that feeds you. Oh I guess with a lot of patience and a bit of caring, he will come along. He's been with me for two months now and he's making a lot of progress. Just the fact that he now runs loose on the property without running away, says it all. He's decided to make this his home.

As for the other dogs, well "Leonard" is in harness and in full training mode. He wants to come out running everyday but I have to be the parent and pace out the training. He's able and willing but he's still a puppy and is still growing. Better to take my time and build his strength and endurance over two years. Too many good dogs end up permanantly injured because we push them too hard when they're young.

The rest of the "Baisley Mob", well they're happy that summer is over and that we're back on the road. It's nice to see that they haven't forgotten anything over the last seasons and know what they have to do. The "Kid" has conceded his Alpha Dominant position to "JR". I guess he figured that my young white leader has worked hard enough over the last two years to earn his respect. Besides, "JR" kicked his ass a couple of times and pinned him down in a submissive position, so I think the message was sent loud and clear as to who is the "Leader of the Pack".

This season, we're running the Quebec Mid-Distance Circuit. This is a five race/ total accumulated points system where you run and even if you end up in the middle of the pack, you stand a good chance of finishing on top (Sort of resembles the formula one system of points).
At the end of the season, the "show down" is in Fort-Kent, Maine where we will run a "100 kms" race. It should make for an interesting winter. Who knows, I might even find great material to write about. So as you can see, we're staying busy but not really working.

Stay in touch and we will talk more later.

Your Canadian Friend,

Gino



Wednesday, August 5, 2009

VETERANS AT "CIMENT HILL"

Good Morning Bruce,

Just thought I'd take the time to give you an update as to what transpired during the month of July. Well to start it off, it rained just about everyday. Not really news nor should I feel privileged but anyway, we pushed through and set up for the third annual "Veterans Party" or as it was dubbed the "Old Soldiers Christmas Party". It's kind of fitting to call it that as one said, "We might as well celebrate Christmas in July, we were never home in December." We weren't that many (maybe 40 people) but we had a great time. A fantastic supper, a "Bomb fire" and a live band, we partied till the "Wee hours" of the morning. It's like they say, it's not the quantity but rather the quality of the company. It is totally amazing how all these good folks got along. What was more amazing is how old we are all getting.

All the Maritimes were well represented and so was the province of Quebec. Amongst the partakers were MPs in the likes of Yves Beausoleil (instigator of these parties), Carl Inglis (who forgot his rain suit), Luc Veilleux (contact person at Dorval Airport) and André Belley (Security Specialist in Valcatrez). The one that traveled the furthest was Yvon Brière aka “Bonhomme” who came in from Sudbury, Ontario. This "ex-Airborne" turned "Navy Stewart" type was quite the character and a guy that was right up my alley. He pulled in with his "Harley" sporting an assortment of patriotic flags and towing a huge trailer, that not only carried his luggage but also two army barrack boxes. Obviously, a "pack rat" who collects military memorabilia’s, it was great to be able to swap stuff with this guy. Did I mention that one of his barrack boxes was full of these "Army" souvenirs? His wife described their basement and from what she said, I think that "Chief Elliott" might have met his match. As an added bonus, the next morning, he prepared breakfast for the entire crew and this on the fire pit and on his own dime. Great time was had by one and all but it was not to stop there. People kept trickling in at “CIMENT HILL” and this till last night (31 Jul 09). Let's just say that I'm not the "Party Animal" that I used to be...

A few things were noted and are worth mentioning. The first thing was the comradery that was felt throughout the event. It was obvious to me that there was a sense of belonging amongst those gathered and that we felt the need to remind ourselves of who we are and what we stand for. Secondly, this organization called "VETERANS CANADA" do great things for fellow soldiers. They’ve been known to physically go to someone's basement and talk to him, guiding him to needed assistance. During these trying times, I do believe that such a bunch can do wonderful things in helping some of our troops coming out of Afghanistan. Call it “Front Line” intervention or call it being “God Parents” to a needy soldier, whatever… Their devotion is an example of what determined volunteers can accomplish. They've taken it upon themselves to offer their services to provide motorcycle escorts to fallen comrades at various funerals throughout Quebec, a gesture that is mostly appreciated by the families. Did I mention that they raised over $1500.00 this spring for the "MP Blind Fund”? Anyway, I for one feel quite comfortable hanging around with this great bunch of guys (kind of reminds me of our PPCLI days) and I might just stick around and see what transpires. They seem to fill that particular void that I’ve been feeling for all those post military years and that my friend is a “good thing”.

Other than that, Fran and I are real busy taking care of business at the mill and at the lodges. To the onlooker, it seems effortless but let me tell you, it takes a lot of efforts to keep this big boat afloat. I guess that’s the price of success. Not to worry, “mushing” season is only five months away. This season, our goal is the “Quebec Mid-distance” Circuit that ends in Fort-Kent, Maine with a “60” mile race. But that’s a totally different story.

Stay in touch, Buddy and remember, the “JIM MORTON, not for Timmys” coffee is always fresh.

Gino

P.S. The 1955 ¾ Ton “Provost Paddy Wagon” finally made its way to “CIMENT HILL” and decided to stay and call it home. It purrs like a kitten but I guess it’s like all those “old things” that are no longer deemed useful by the military, “it needs some tender loving care and an oil change”. More to follow.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

IN MEMORY OF CPL NICK BULGER



Sometimes, somewhere, someone sends you something that you just know you have to keep for a special occasion. In this instance, J-C Dionne forwarded me this little poem. I only thought that in this once more somber moment, I’d let circulate out there in cyberspace.



“IN MEMORY OF CORPORAL NICK BULGER”

THE FINAL INSPECTION

The soldier stood and faced God,

Which must always come to pass.

He hoped his shoes were shining,

Just as brightly as his brass.

"Step forward now, you soldier,

How shall I deal with you?

Have you always turned the other cheek?

To My Church have you been true?"

The soldier squared his shoulders and said,

"No, Lord, I guess I ain't.

Because those of us who carry guns,

Can't always be a saint.

I've had to work most Sundays,

And at times my talk was tough.

And sometimes I've been violent,

Because the world is awfully rough.

But, I never took a penny,

That wasn't mine to keep...

Though I worked a lot of overtime,

When the bills got just too steep.

And I never passed a cry for help,

Though at times I shook with fear.

And sometimes,

God, forgive me,

I've wept unmanly tears.

I know I don't deserve a place,

Among the people here.

They never wanted me around,

Except to calm their fears.

If you've a place for me here,

Lord,

It needn't be so grand.

I never expected or had too much,

But if you don't,

I'll understand.

There was a silence all around the throne,

Where the saints had often trod.

As the soldier waited quietly,

For the judgment of his God.

Step forward now, you soldier,

You've borne your burdens well.

Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets;

You've done your time in Hell."

~Author Unknown~

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

THE TATTERED FLAG


THE TATTERED FLAG

When young Bobbie showed up at “CIMENT HILL” on that warm sunny afternoon, last July 08, I knew I had entered a new era. Standing there by his proud grandfather, he didn’t look like that kid I had seen grow up through out the years. Tall and proud, he had lost all that baby fat and was definitely a changed person. Discreetly inspecting him from head to toes, I couldn’t but feel totally amazed as to how the “Combat School” system continued to produce such quality soldiers. Here in front of me, stood this muscle bound infantryman who had the needed confidence to take on the world. For this young man, it had been a life long ambition to continue the family tradition and as soon as he turned seventeen (17) years old and with his parents consent, he had joined the Canadian Forces. He was more than well-pleased with this accomplishment as he was the third generation of the “Buteau” family to serve with the famous French Canadian “Royal 22ieme Regiment”.

While I was giving him the grand tour of the monument, he was talking a mile a minute, filling my ear with his “Valcartier” war stories. I had heard many versions of these escapades throughout the years so couldn’t really get excited about them anymore. However, when he announced to me that he was scheduled to deploy to Afghanistan in April 09, now that got my attention. Looking at Robert, the oldest “Buteau”, stare at the hill, I knew what he was most likely thinking about. Just like me, he was probably hoping that he would not have to pour a cement bag for his grandson in a near future.

For those just joining us and who don’t have a clue as to what I’m talking about, here is a brief history of the project. A few years back, when the Canadian Government decided that they would no longer lower the flag on Parliament Hill for a fallen soldier, this did not sit well with me. Just like too many proud Canadians, I could not understand the logic behind this decision, thus took it upon myself to do something about it. Let’s face it, somewhere in this great country of ours, someone needed to continue this tradition. The men and women dying for this nation, needed to be recognized elsewhere than on a military base even if it was somewhere nowhere in Northern New-Brunswick. I went to the local welding shop and had a flag pole fabricated. When it came time to erect it, I had estimated that twenty-five (25) bags would be needed to secure this thing in the ground. At the time, on the day I went to the hardware store to buy the concrete, two more soldiers were killed, bringing the total amount of casualties to twenty-seven (27). This gave me the idea that I would pour a bag of cement at the base of the pole on every occasion they would announce another additional fatality. As of today, 120 bags have been poured in their honor and sadly, it keeps on growing.

So when young Pte Buteau made a smart comment about my flag’s condition, I soon came to its defense, explaining that because of restricted budgets, it was still good enough to serve as an Ambassador at Baisley Lodges. I agreed with him that it was in sad shape but there were reasons as to why it was faded and tattered. What was not said at that moment was the fact that it was older than him and had been at my side since 1983.

You see, this particular Canadian Flag had been given to me by my father-in-law when I left for Germany in Jun 83. Standing there on the tarmac at CFB Winnipeg, he had managed to by-pass the AMU security and was waiting for Fran and I to board the plane. “Gino,” he yelled over the sounds of the equipment servicing the Boeing 707, “take this with you. If you ever get homesick, open the envelope.” I had put the brown package in my briefcase and had forgotten about it for almost a year when one day I remembered what he had said about being homesick. It had been a rough start for me at CFB Lahr. My sponsor had screwed me royally and after buying all her junky furniture, I had to throw it all out because it was infested with bacteria and bed bugs. As if this was not enough, my mother was suffering from breast cancer and my father had just passed away.

Sitting there in the investigation section in Kubach, I was swamped with paperwork and didn’t know where to put my head. Feeling a bit overwhelmed if not discouraged, I was looking for something else when I came across that same brown envelope. I had forgotten about it for all this time but thought that this would be a good occasion to see what “Old Joe” McIntyre had given me. I ripped it open and withdrew the brand new flag. On a piece of paper that accompanied it, was written, “Good Luck in Germany and remember. You’re Canadian.” Other than his signature, I didn’t recognize any of the other names but realized that a bunch of WWII veterans from the #4 Branch of the Canadian Legion had taken the time to wish me luck. I know it was all in my mind but when I put the red and white cloth to my nose, it smelt like Canada. At the same moment, I heard the noise of the door to the building open. It was the 01 Jul 84 and a statutory holiday so I was curious to see who would also be coming in on his day off. Standing there in the doorway, this person was nobody that I recognized but from his straight like commanding posture and the “Armories” on his uniform sleeve, I knew that I’d have to call him “Sir”.

“Good Afternoon,” he said extending his friendly hand, “my name is CWO Robert Buteau. I was told that I’d find Gino Roussel here.” “That would be me” I replied not too sure what he wanted. “Your father was a long time friend of mine and I just wanted to tell you that I had talked to him just before he died and that he was really proud of you.” I was kind of surprised to hear this as my “old man” was not one to let his feelings known to me. However, just hearing these caring words brighten my day and was the added incentive that I needed to carry on and enjoy my tour in Germany. This was to be my first meeting with the Buteau family.

When I met the second generation of Buteau, it was a few years later, while in Bosnia. I was lying in bed, staring at the same flag hanging on my bedroom wall, wondering what I was doing in this hell hole. It had been a rough few months and we weren’t out of the woods yet. The fact that I was supposed to send one of the young corporals on leave was not that much of a big deal in the scheme of things but to him it was important. I had been trying to get answers to my questions but was not getting anywhere. This was to be one of these small things that when compiled with all the other daily frustrations made it that I was going to blow my top. I got out of bed, yanked the “Maple Leaf” off the wall and for some deranged reason; I was going to take it out on it. I was pulling on trying to rip it apart when it brushed against my face. Here was that smell again. Call it strange if you want but it had this distinctive smell that one can only associate with Canada. The particular perfume had a calming effect on me and I started to think straight. “Grab your gear, Steph!” I told that young corporal. “You’re going on vacation.” “Yeah, but how are we supposed to get through? The Serbs are blocking the roads to Gracac and the Croats are shooting at anything that moves.” “Don’t worry about that. Just meet me at the jeep.” I went down to the Guardhouse, told the boys about my crazy plan and asked for volunteers for a second vehicle escort. They didn’t even hesitate at the proposition as all of them wanted to come. Just like me, they were tired of being intimidated by these people and wanted to pass the message that “We were Canadians” and we were tired of their “bullshit”. We secured that flag on the whip antenna of the front jeep under the “UN” one and took off. Armed to the teeth, we drove off in two jeeps and the trip to destination was uneventful. When we did get to that Serbian road block, I don’t know if they thought it was a VIP in the vehicle or simply because they saw the Canadian Flag flapping in the wind but they signaled us to pass without even having the audacity of challenging us. Not only did we get through but young Cpl Dumais received a complimentary salute from the guard manning the post. When we got to CANBAT and got within the compound, we got stares like you wouldn’t believe. Everybody was wondering who these “cowboys” were but except for one Lieutenant, nobody said anything. As for that “snot nose”, well when he tried to put his grain of salt, he soon found out that I wasn’t in the mood for any further crap and retreated. I went to the Welfare Office where I met MCpl Louis Buteau. A very nice guy just like his father, he was most cooperative. He decided to pull a few favors and my young guy was out of town and on his way home the very next morning.

So when Bobby showed up at “CIMENT HILL” last summer, I knew he would be the right man for the job. For reasons that only a true soldier can understand, it was important for me to establish that true connection that would link the Memorial to Afghanistan. I had attempted re-enlisting but this door had been slammed shut in my face. So if I was to be denied the honor of serving in theater, at least my flag would get to visit Asia. In December 2008, when the 100th casualty fell, I knew it had served me well so before it was totally destroyed by the wind, it was lowered for a last time and properly folded. The now so-called “rag” had made quite the statement wherever it had traveled but before retirement it would go on another mission.

In Mar 09, accompanied by his grandfather Robert, Pte Buteau returned to visit and say goodbye before deployment. Talking to this young but now mature young eighteen (18) year old, it was learned that his unit had undergone extensive training with the Americans and from what he described, he was well prepared. A sour note was when he related that in Quebec City, home to the “VanDoos”, the soldiers weren’t supported that much by the general population. It was so bad that they weren’t allowed to walk downtown with their uniforms on as it brought them constant trouble. Apparently they were regularly harassed and this to the point where some civvies were arrogant enough to spit on them. You could tell that this really bothered him as he just couldn’t comprehend as to why soldiers fighting for their country, would be treated like that. Seeing that the young man needed some encouragement, I thought that this would be the perfect occasion to set my plan in motion. I got up and retrieved my “flag” from inside the coffee table. I handed it to him with the strict instructions that it was only a loan and that it had be returned to me after his tour. I now explained the history behind it and that if he was homesick, he was to feel and even smell it as it might just put certain realities in perspective. If at one point, morale was low in his platoon, he was to pin it up somewhere and tell his friends that whatever was said or done back home, there was this crazy old fool way out there in nowhere New-Brunswick that had built a memorial and that not only was he supporting them he was wholeheartedly proud of their effort. It turned out to be quite the touching moment and all three sitting in the “Bunkhouse” couldn’t hold back the tears, especially when he said, “Pas de problème, Adjudant. Je vais faire ça pour vous.” On that note, we all stepped out for some fresh air and he was gone…

Three weeks ago, when Pte Alexandre Péloquin was killed, it really struck a chord with his friends, in Bobby Buteau’s section. The reality of war had brutally punched them in the face. Although details are sketchy, it is known that the “Canadian Flag” again worked its magic and that the whole of Kandahar now knows of its existence. I know that keeper of the flag is looking after it quite well as according to his grandfather, Bobby built a cedar case for it and it is traveling under the protection of a “Royal 22ieme Regiment” escort in the form of a brass beaver cap badge on the lid.

You’d think that the story stops there but it doesn’t. Last week, this gray Toyota sporting another Canadian flag, pulled in my yard. Out of it came out this patriotic eighty-six (86) year old man, looking for a certain Mr Roussel. He didn’t have to introduce himself as Mr Lehman, a WW II veteran because his reputation was well known in the city of Edmundston. I certainly knew who he was as I would often see this local legend in his Legion uniform, chest full of medals visiting sick Legionnaires at the hospital or carrying the flag at their funerals. Very formal and polite, he explained that he had heard of “CIMENT HILL” and wanted to pay his respects to the fallen troops. To have the site visited by such a man was a real honor for me but when he later congratulated me for erecting it, I wasn’t expecting what he was about to say. “You know Mr Roussel, when we fought in WW II, we visited hell but we knew who the enemy was. For those poor bastards out there, it’s a different ball game. They don’t know who to shoot at and they’re living in hell. As far as I’m concerned, they’re the true veterans.” To have the draconian effort of the Canadian troops in Afghanistan recognized by such a reputable individual meant way much more to me than anything our politicians might blur out. Like we would say, he’s been there, done it and has the experience to back his statement. To be acknowledged as true “Combat Veterans” from such a reputable source is probably the best compliment the “Boyz” in the big sand box will ever receive. Hopefully, somebody reading this text will have the means to transmit this message to them.

From what I was listening to on the news, we are at a stage of the conflict where our sons and daughters, brothers and sisters, need to hear that the Canadian population is still behind them 100 %. For me, well I’ll do something different tomorrow for Canada Day. I’ll raise the flag as a true patriot but upside down. Some might consider this a scandalous gesture and some might even think I’m off my rockers. Either way, it will be done. I strongly believe that it’s about time that somebody stands up to our politicians and send them a distress call. I do support our troops but strongly believe that it’s time for someone else to step up and carry the load of the “Panjway District”. Can you imagine just for a second that Prime Minister Harper would wake up one beautiful Canada Day morning, look out the window and see all these upside down flags. He would literally flip. Now can you imagine if the message was sent Canada wide? Our elected members of Parliament might just consider it twice before extending our troop commitment, beyond 2011. Trust me, it's coming.

Peace on Earth to One and All. And remember together we can make a difference.

Gino

P.S. Oh by the way, Happy Canada Day, Folks!

Thursday, April 30, 2009

THE CAN-AM 30



Under the “General Rules” of the race, it is written –
Quote:
“The spirit of this race dictates that drivers be self-sufficient. Therefore drivers should not help each other except to ensure safety and animal welfare. A driver will not be penalized for helping another driver whose life is endangered or for helping to recover a lost team.”
“A lost team will not be disqualified if the driver regains control, provided that the entire race course is covered by both team and driver. A driver may accept help from another driver in recovering his/her team without penalty.” Unquote.
Scenario:
A musher traveling at a speed too fast for trail conditions, crashes and looses his team and is left stranded in the woods.
A second driver, comes upon this person walking along and hitchhiking for a ride. He stops, picks him up and they continue on, both riding on the same sled.
About a mile and a half further, they come across the lost team. The snow hook fell from the sled and managed to claw its way into the snow, thus holding the dogs back. The happy and lucky driver thanks the person for the lift and they both carry on to the finish line.

The situation concludes where, the rescued driver has a faster timing than the rescuer, thus ends up with a larger portion of the purse money. The questions are - Is this fair and if you were in their shoes, what would you have done.
I’ll let you think about this one and we’ll get back to it later…

So it was the day after St-Pamphile and when I walked to the barn, the dogs weren’t as spry as normal and from the looks of things, I think they would have rather wanted to skip breakfast and keep on sleeping in the comfort of their own bed. The “Kid” had this bummed out look on his face that said it all. “Would you mind not making so much ruckus?” “Oh excuse me, there Buds! I’ll try to make it fast.” I could easily catch the drift of that message and that was all right by me. They deserved the three days off that they would be getting. But this was not a courtesy call. The drive back had been longer than anticipated and just like the trip out there, some of the dogs had been sick. Pile on top of that the fact that they had eaten very little if nothing in the last 24 hours and guess what? I had a situation where I had a dehydration problem and I needed to address this issue immediately. I let them all out and while he was doing his “cocking of the leg” thing, I could see “Sox’s” rib cage stick out and this did not really inspire confidence. The little trooper was skinny at the best of times and he was in a state where he had melted way past that comfortable level. My other white yearling had that “Ranger Rick” sunken cheek look that really emphasized his nickname “Jacko the Psycho”. When you pinch the skin in the back of the neck, raise it then let it go, it’s supposed to spring back to its original position almost instantly. If the skin doesn’t respond in this manner and takes its time to recover then it’s an indication that you have a dehydrated animal. The longer it takes to recover, the more serious the problem is. All, except for “Irving” and “Vixen” had failed this test miserably and I had to get them back up to speed. The concern was not necessarily attributed to the CAN-AM races that were now in less than two weeks but rather to the welfare of the animals. My “guys” had given it their best and it was my job to take care of them.

They wouldn’t drink their “tuna” baited water nor would they eat their “chicken and rice” soup. OK then, we had to come up with an alternative strategy. “So how are the dogs this morning?” Fran inquired soon after at the “Bunkhouse” after doing her round of feeding her stray cats. “I don’t think they’re in the best of shape.” I answered to then continue, “I checked the trailer and there’s vomit in most of the boxes. We need to get some water in them and this in a hurry.” “Well, we could always serve them cottage cheese for a couple of days. It’ full of proteins and has lots of humidity in it, so it might be a start.” she suggested. I thought about that for a few seconds and agreed with her. We would try to boost them with such an extravaganza. She went to town, bought ten (10) pounds of the dairy product and I fed it to them, first only cottage cheese then mixing it with their “Ol’Roy” professional dog food. It should be noted that yes I do buy the Wal-Mart brand because it is cheaper but also because it’s an excellent product that is “Made in Canada”. Within three days, they were back to eating normally and drinking their water. Once again, my native friend “Leonard” had been right when he had said, “When they’re overtired, they’ll take care of their fundamental needs first, that being getting enough rest and strength so to be able to fight off possible predators. When they’re strong enough, then they’ll go out and find food. I guess that basic survival instinct that their wild cousins, the wolves and the coyotes live by, is still entrenched in the domesticated canines and this after living with man for thousands of years.

It is amazing how tough these animals are and it is really astonishing how fast they can bounce back. The day after their “rest and relaxation”, we were back on the trail and again “doing it”. I could tell that they were eager to hit the trail but could also see that even though their hearts were into it, their bodies had not fully recovered. We were out for a twenty-five mile run and it didn’t take long for them to slow down to their “10 mph” comfortable trot. It was still a good clip but one that we would normally settle in at the fifteen (15) mile mark and not at the five mile (5) one. Looking at the “gang line” go from taunt to slack, in an up and down “snake like” motion, this was a sure sign that they weren’t pulling together. I guess the high mileage that I had asked of them was taking its toll and at this late point in the season, it was way past the “try to encourage them” stage. There was no sense in nagging at them to give me more. This was it. That’s all they had and I would have to accept these limitations. Strong and powerful, I knew I could depend on them and wasn’t afraid to go anywhere with the “Boyz”. They had proven that they could do the job on more than a few occasions during the winter and I was proud of them. Through thick and thin, warm and cold, they had gone and done what I asked of them, without ever caving in. That type of loyalty, to me, was simply remarkable. However, common sense dictated that I would have to look after the dogs and consider my options. I was faced with many factors and some adjustment needed to be done.

The dark side of this racing game made it that if you wanted to stay ahead, you had to make a lot of compromises. In my case, I was no different. I had concentrated my efforts at preparing the “A” team and had run them through a heavy duty schedule. On the other side of the coin, the rest of the “family” had been neglected and left on the back burner. Every time I walked out of the barn, leaving the girls behind, I was reminded of this constantly and could feel this guilt trip come over me. Hearing “Gidget” bark and scream “not to go without her”, was a real ball breaker for me. One has to remember that the window of opportunity to enjoy your time with a team of the “same” sleddogs stands at the best, five years. Oh for sure, they’re going to be around longer than that but when you consider that their first year, is a development period, well that brings them at six years old if you go by the five year guideline. And at that age (equivalent to a 65 year old person), for an animal that runs an average of one thousand miles a year, it makes it that the body is well used if not abused and quite tired. I had planned to go exploring far away places and do fun winter camping trips with my dogs and I guess that’s why, I had an expedition team of twelve of them in the barn. However, with all the training, the girls were just sitting idle and vegetating. The season was again on its way to a conclusion and we had not done half the things we wanted to do. Also, that particular stint in St-Pamphile had made me realize that the new generation of racers were a completely separate kettle of fish and were totally different from what I remembered way back then when I used to dabble with the addiction. Where five years ago, my timing of 03:15:55 would have been considered a more than respectable time, it was now considered quite average as dog teams were clocking winning times in the ranges of 0:2:15:00. Where 30 mile races were then considered mid-distances, they were now raced like sprint events. Where at one point, you’d have to sometimes put on your snowshoes and “break trail” for your dogs, this was no longer required as the folks that put out these events made sure that the trails were properly groomed and hard packed. The traditional “Malamutes”, “Seppalas” and “Siberian Huskies”, although still around, had been sort of pushed to the side to make room for the “bred for racing Heinz 57 cocktails” of dogs. Most definitely, these were a lot faster but I had a hard time with the concept of having to put a winter jacket on a dog before going out. In a not so distant future, the “1150 mile Iditarod race” in Alaska would once again prove that these Arctic type working sled dogs were “Kings of the North”. An incident happened where a team of these short haired fast runners, was caught in a blizzard and extreme cold. From the information available, it is said that while the musher had to be rescued and evacuated, three of his dogs had perished during the ordeal. It kind of sets the tone and says a lot about “dependability” under harsh winter conditions, doesn’t it?

Anyway, this was the dilemma I was facing. I knew that the odds were stacked against us and that most likely we had no business in an event of such magnitude. We just didn’t seem to fit this so-called “new generation” profile. I was gambling rather I prayed that the weather would be on our side. For most of this winter, we had trained in deep soft snow and would only stand a chance of doing well if there was to be, oh let’s say, four (4) to six (6) inches of fresh white stuff. However, if it was to be iced packed trails, well the chances of winning would dwindle as fast as the life expectancy of a “snowball in hell”. Nonetheless, I had made a commitment and would see it to the end. I knew the dogs were tired and that I would be asking a lot of them but I was adamant about seeing this adventure through. The fundamental question had still not been answered and the inquiring mind needed to know. Right now, I was full of reasons as to why I was doing this but two main issues kept resurfacing and running through my mind. The first one, enjoying the limelight of being associated with the racing community was a possibility but not the main reason.. I had passed that period in my life where I needed to show my narcissistic side. Getting that free buzz from the “Adrenaline” rush might also have some merit but that was something that I could get anywhere in my own backyard, doing my own thing. As some of you old faithful readers might recall, I’m the guy that gets attacked by “bears” or goes walking on thin ice just to get the “fix”. No, for the life of me, I just couldn’t put my finger on it. It didn’t matter, we were on the final countdown and we would participate in the CAN-AM but not without making some serious adjustments. Instead of thinking of winning this at all cost, we would devote our energy towards accomplishing two main goals. We would try to finish and most importantly, we would enjoy ourselves. In the spirit of this new vision, along with the mandatory equipment, I would also bring along one single can of baked beans. If at one point I felt that the dogs had just about had enough, I would simply find a place to camp on the side of the trail, flip the sled on its side and eat my cold beans while they rested. There was no pressing matter waiting for me back in Fort-Kent and I didn’t know if I’d ever get the chance to come back and explore this beautiful part of Northern Maine. Besides, wasn’t there a “Red Lantern” prize for the last place? The thought of bringing that home had potential so it was decided. When we’d get there, we’d take the time to take in the scenery. Oh, just like the rest of you, I would have loved to see the story end with me winning the race and saving the farm but life has a strange way of being most unpredictable so better make the best of it while you can. That’s my philosophy anyway.

Busy with clients who had taken time to really enjoy themselves over an extended vacation of two weeks, the waiting period was soon over and it was time to finally write that final exam. I was left with a glimmer of hope when on that Friday, the day of registration, instead of the forecasted snow, we received rain and lots of it. In Fort-Kent, over ninety mushers had amassed in the “Lonesome Pine Ski Lodge” parking lot to go through the “Vet Checks”. Watching all these veterinarians trying to make their way through the parked trucks, slip sliding away, was the first suggestion that she was going to be a fast one. When the chilly wind picked up from the north and started to freeze all that slush, this confirmed it all. Be prepared to run icy conditions where furious paces will be kept. “Not to worry”, I thought to myself, “we still have home ice advantage and the skis on my trusty sled can carve through the stuff like a knife through butter.” I went through the process of having my animals examined and was complimented as to their well-being. A negative point that she brought was the fact that some of them might have long nails. “Studded tires, my dear,” I rebutted, “when traveling on icy road conditions, you need studded tires. After some more inoffensive flirting with the cute vet and to the disbelief of my guest, Catherine, we headed back home, happy that the worst part was over with.

The day of the big event soon arrived and I hadn’t needed the alarm clock to wake me up, that’s for sure. I was all prepared and ready to go so when I headed out to the “Bunkhouse”, it was to see what the trail conditions would be. My suspicions were confirmed. They would be close to glare ice. Hearing Fran walk and curse through the darkness dragging her ski pole, amplified the statement that anybody racing this thing today, was crazy. That was one thing I was hoping for. Maybe some of the other competitors might just “choke” seeing what we would run on. “Slow down, there Buddy.” I commanded myself almost getting my hopes up. “You’re being lured into that false sense of reality again. Just make sure that you take care of the dogs. You wouldn’t want one of them to slide on the ice and injure himself now, would you?” Yeah, I was right. The adrenaline was already making its way through my veins and I needed to talk and bring myself back to the true focus of the mission. “You will go out there and you will enjoy. On command, the dogs didn’t waste any time to jump in for the ride and I got behind the steering wheel with my designated handler, Fran by my side with the thermos of the now baptized and dreaded “Jim Morton, not for Timmys” coffee. Driving with one hand and slurping the java with the other, I was just wondering when the last time was, me and my wife had gone out and spent the entire day together. It actually was nice to share the moment with her. Of all the people that had helped me prepare for this undertaking, she was the one that had mostly earned the “jump seat” next to me. Not only had she painstakingly prepared all these “exotic” dog meals during the last twelve weeks, she had stuck by me throughout all this time even during my worst hours. If there was to be some euphoria to be shared in this story, she was the one that was the most deserving. Besides, she kind of looked good with her red coat and “fake fur hat”. Yes folks, authentic acrylic fake fur. What did you expect from an animal rights advocator, mink?

It was around 0615 hrs, Saturday, 28 February 09 when we returned to Fort-Kent. This was it, I was here. Looking at that banner, I had to swallow hard because I was getting a lump in my throat. I just couldn’t believe that I was going to finally run the “CAN-AM CROWN International Sled Dog Races”. This popular event had been put on for the last seventeen (17) years and the volunteers could attest that they had reached the highest level of professionalism. Just like Swiss Clock makers, they swiftly directed us to the marshalling area and this in a most efficient and precise manner. Like usual and I guess it’s a force of habit, I was way too early and by the time I was ready, the other participants were just starting to pull in. The overnight chilly conditions had turned to frigid cold and judging by the accumulated ice on the asphalt, she was going to be treacherous out on the trail. I had lots of time to kill so while Fran retreated to the warmth of the heater in the truck, I decided to go for a walk and size up the competition. There were some big names out here today and amongst the racers there were professionals like “Diane Marquis”, the “top dog” of the Quebec Circuit. Although she had the fastest dogs and was considered as a “shoe in” to win this event, she personally still had certain apprehensions. Over the last three years, she had never won and had always managed to finish second. As she would put it, it was as if there was this “jinx” hanging over her head, in Fort-Kent. To make matters worse, her nemesis and arch rival, Geneviève Telmosse, was also part of the mêlée. From the same province, she was also a fast runner who had proved on several occasions throughout the season that she could outperform Marquis. Although very “politically correct” towards each other, there was no love lost between them. These two ladies were most competitive and had used different somewhat devious strategies to get here. I was amazed as to how far ahead they had planned their “mind games” of psyching each other out. Oh the spirit of competition… Then there was this “hot shot” by the name of “Rico Portalatin” who appeared out of nowhere last year and became an instant sensation. Apparently backed by “Big Bucks”, he was pegged as being the next “Great White American Hope.” You have to understand that there has been this particular rivalry between our two countries that has been standing since there were dog races way back then in the 1920s’. While the Americans raced the traditional sleddogs, their poorer Canadian cousins ran any dogs that they could put their hands on. While the sport was viewed as prestigious and reserved for the rich and famous of the American East Coast, the Canadians used their dogs in the winter as a “cheaper than a horse” mode of travel. Also, they were a common country sight as they were used on many farms so to help out with chores such as hauling dairy products and firewood. Because of these daily workouts, these “dammed Quebec Racing Hounds” were strong as bulls and as fast as jackrabbits. For a stint there, they had the upper hand but it didn’t take long for our neighbors from down south to catch on and they also started to do their own cross breeding. Today’s racing world reflected this evolution. These made to order genetically modified animals had become big business and if you had the “right name” attached to it, some of the prices for one single dog could stand at amounts exceeding over $5000.00. Walking amongst all those modern “state of the art” light sprint sleds with their stretched out fancy ganglines was a further reminder of where I was and sort of emphasized the fact that “I wasn’t in Kansas anymore” and that I might just be maybe out of my league. When you consider that my entire team (sled and harnesses included) is valued at approximately $900.00, well it paints a pretty good picture of what I’m talking about. Add to that all the other serious contenders, veterans and rookies from all over the two countries and this made it that you had all the ingredients to make this the best 30 mile race on the Eastern Seaboard.

Another interesting fact is that while mushing is considered a tough “macho” sport, it is not reserved to that specific gender. Rather it is one of a rare few sports where women can actually battle it out against men and this in the same arena. There is to be no discrimination once one gets on those runners as both sexes know quite well the efforts it took to get there and treat each other equally. All can relate to the same pain and suffering associated with those long cold and lonely training runs. All had to make certain choices and sacrifice some other personal aspects of their lives. Yeah, these women deserve the right to be there and let’s face it. They are just as smart if not smarter and can be just as brutal as any of their male counterparts, except they might want to wear some perfume and add a bit of sugar-coating to the recipe. This event was a true example that strongly amplified this notion as more than half the field was of the female persuasion. So to respond to the eventual comments that were to be made by some of you non-mushers, I can only say that “Yes, I did get beaten by eight (8) women, but the simple fact remains that I got beaten by better teams. And for that I raise my hat to them.

I was tending to my dogs, asking them if they were ready to “rock and roll” when I heard somebody say, “Excuse me, Sir?” To answer my visitor, I turned around and noticed that it was the young guy from Ontario. “You wouldn’t happen to have an extra mirror? he politely asked. “I seem to have lost mine.” he added. “I don’t but I’m sure my wife does in that big purse of hers.” I answered and on that note it didn’t take long for him to have the item. I walked back with him and while killing time at his truck, I found out that this “Shane Cox” had driven all the way from Marmora, Ontario just to race this thing. A few of the other mushers had also gathered at the same spot by now and were teasing one another. I was enjoying this confident and cocky attitude that some of them had and I’ve got to admit, of the six drivers standing there, I was the “senior citizen” of the bunch and could have been the father to anyone of them. I knew where this conversation was going so I was getting well prepared to receive the volleys. “So, don’t you think you’re kind of old to be here?” one asked. “Those dogs of yours, aren’t they kind of big? That big black one, is he going to be able to make it past the bridge (talking about the International Border Crossing, maybe one mile up the road)?” The digs just kept on coming. I was aware that it was all done in good fun but what they didn’t know was that I have been known to be able to also dish it out. “Well guys, I’m not here for the glory but rather for the scenery. I might not have the fastest team but one that will get me across the finish line. The big bruiser over there, that’s the “Kid”. He’s the enforcer. I brought him along for two simple reasons. First, if you’re running alligators (dogs that bite), he’ll take care of them. Secondly, when you go by me out there today, you best be very polite and call for the “Trail”, otherwise I don’t know what can happen. He’s very unpredictable and loves to chew other sledders’ ganglines. “No problems,” “Shane Cox” piped up, “mine is made of aviation cables.” “Even better,” I concluded, “he loves those. He’s got jaws of steel.” Just so that they would get a real sense of what I was talking about, I gambled and yelled out, “Kid, gangline.” To this he stood straight up, growled then barked. I could have said “Kid you’re mother is an umbrella” or anything just as stupid and he would have responded in the same manner. While walking away, I was smiling within. I had laid it on pretty thick and knew by the puzzled stares on their faces that they were wondering if I was serious or not. “When you’re weak, make them think you’re strong…” I had just about reached my dog trailer when I just had to get the last word in. I turned towards the younger mushers, pointed to the “Kid” and winked at them, “By the way boys, Good Luck! And remember be careful out there.”

It was within one hour till go time when my entire family showed up to wish me luck. My mother, my three sisters, some of their kids, my aunt, her son and wife and their three sons (who by the way want to be mushers), Richard my friend and right-hand man, not to forget Catherine and Eric, all were crowded in the back of my dog trailer. When you’ve got fifteen mushers with their kits laid out, all doing their own thing in a small parking lot, it tends to be crowded on the onset. Put my fun loving, party going, boisterous and loud family smack in the middle of this, stepping and tangling some of their ganglines and it tends to rock the boat a bit. Don’t get me wrong, I was agreeably surprised and more than flattered to have my own cheering section. However when while talking to a complete stranger (we’re a friendly bunch, we are), my sister Josée accidentally rubbed against Telmosse’s sled and “this one” pushed it back oh maybe three (3) inches to its original position while glaring at her, I was getting the message that the Roussel Clan might just be too bubbly for this early in the morning. I gathered them together through hugs and kisses and directed them towards the starting line.

I was going about my business of dressing my team of “misfits” (a term of endearment I had for the guys I served with in Bosnia) when I noticed these two women standing way back there across the street pointing towards me. This had been going on for a while till one of them eventually made her way to my location and engaged me in a conversation. “You’re that Gino character, aren’t you?” she found the courage to say. “Yeah, that’s me.” I said, not really knowing where this was going. “You’re the guy that protects dogs, aren’t you?” she hesitantly continued. “Yeah, something like that.” I answered getting a bit tired of hearing different versions of the rumor. Tired or not I wasn’t prepared to hear the information that she was going to provide me and I guess I was a bit floored by it. “You see that white truck over there, the one with the matching box trailer (for obvious reasons I will not identify the individual), well not only does he beat up on his dogs constantly but he beats up on his wife.” she said disgustedly. “She’s my sister and I’d really appreciate it if somewhere down the trail, you’d fix his clock.” I didn’t know what to say but knew that I was in the States and that kind of trouble would most likely end up with me in jail. Best correlate the information and save it for future reference. I had recognized the musher from a previous race and by pure coincidence, someone else had mentioned something about the mistreatment of his animals. The thought of what I’d want to do to this “gentleman” sent shiver down my spine and provided me with an extra boost of adrenaline. This caused my “combative personality” to resurface and put me in that “zone” where every thing non-relevant is put to the side and you concentrate on the job. There was not much I could do for the battered lady other than provide some caring words. “I’m really sorry about that but I can’t really do anything about that right now. I’m sure she knows that there’s agencies that take care of this. Has she talked to the police? They’d be in a better position to help.” I just didn’t know what to say. I sure as hell wasn’t going to go and beat up the guy (although I wanted to). “She’s gone through all those procedures and more. But you don’t understand, she’s stuck there with that asshole.” she exploded. “Yeah but I’m sorry but it’s not really my business.” I concluded. She knew I was right so conceded, wishing me luck, then left and rejoined her sister.

I was running that “breaking his legs” scenario through my head and wasn’t really paying attention as to what was going on around me. When I came back to the task at hand, it was time to hook up the dogs and go. They were ready so the driver also needed to be. Some might say that it quite noisy but to a dog lover like myself, it was a symphony. Picture fifteen (15) teams in a semi-circle, ninety (90) excited dogs jumping and barking and you know what? Not only did this chaos calm me down and bring me back to earth, a pair of sunglasses would have been nice just about now as I couldn’t hold back the tears of joy. My “Mob” was being just as unruly as the rest of them and to say the least, had thrown the “good order and discipline” out the window. I didn’t care. It was my day but it was their moment. They had earned the privilege to show the rest of the world what the “Canadian Snow Hounds” were all about. When the three handlers came to escort us, them and Fran tried to hold the team back but this was not to happen. The dogs were pulling too hard and they couldn’t hold them back on the frozen surface. Standing with both feet on my claw brake, I was only carving two lines in the ice. The situation was getting out of hand so I decided that “I” would run the team and not the other way around like they had done in St-Pamphile. “JR”, “Oumak”, stay!” I belted out. “Stay.” They didn’t hesitate and did what they were told. “Now that I’ve got your attention, “Haw, Haw trail.” With that we turned left and headed towards the starting chute, easing forward, waiting for our turn to launch. This didn’t take long and after the “Ready, Uptrail” commands we were gone, headed out of town, to the cheering and applauding of the huge, more than 5000 strong, crowd. This didn’t fizz me. I was more impressed as to the way my entire team was responding to all this noise and activity around them. They weren’t intimidated by this whatsoever and were concentrating on the task at hand. Like true champions, my two leaders took us all the way down Main Street. While “JR” set the pace to the desired speed, “Oumak” guided us through the twists and curves, passed a whole bunch of intersections, all the way to the snowmobile trail. From the way he was reacting, it was obvious that my gray wolf remembered being down this path before. When we got onto that straight and flat segment of abandoned train tracks, it seemed that the weight of the entire world had been lifted off my shoulders. What I had worried about all the time during the preparation stages, had gone without a single snag. Getting out of “Dodge City” without incident had been marked way up there at the top of the priority list. This had been done so might as well relax and enjoy the ride. I could see dot sized participants in the distance, mushers that had departed ahead of us. The dogs had also noticed them and started to augment their speed and play their “let’s chase and victimize that team” game. I was attempting to slow them down when I noticed that my sled was jerking out of control from side to side. I couldn’t comprehend what was going on but eventually remembered that the last time it did this it had to do with my brake. I looked down and to my great disappointment, I confirmed my suspicion. “Shit!” was the only word I could muster. “Not again.” Oh yes again. One of the two aluminum claws had broken off. It had happened once before early during the training season and knew that I might as well get used to it, the journey would be a long one. There was no way that I could properly control the “Lanteigne” at high speeds especially on this type of icy surface. The claws of the brake were mounted in such a fashion that when you applied pressure, they grabbed to the surface evenly. To have only one piece of brake mounted to one side of the sled made it that when you used it, it pulled the front of the sled in that direction. And to think that the night before so to reduce weight, I had the brilliant idea of removing my drag pad (a secondary brake). Oh well, my “Made in China” boots would be used to slow me down, just as long as the soles held out. So here we were, at the beginning of this trip already with a handicap. The boot method wasn’t working too “shit hot” and we were running at a speed that was too fast for my likings. The dot in front soon grew to the size of a dog team and I called for the “Trail”. No problems, we just went by them and continued on like real pros. “Good job you guys.” I congratulated them, “Good job.”

The one thing that I don’t like about the Fort-Kent event is that the course is designed, where we have to share almost a quarter of the distance with snowmobiles. When I saw their headlamps and the snow dust blowing from the back of the machines, I was some glad that I wasn’t in the process of passing that other team. I will admit that the trail is wide enough but when these gas guzzling beasts ride two abreast at speeds exceeding 60 mph and coming in your direction, it tends to make you wonder what’s going to happen. When I met with those four machines, they didn’t even attempt to slow down. Confident or not, I was still worried of what might have happened if for some reason my dogs would have veered in their pathway. I couldn’t figure out as to where these guys were going in such a hurry. When I met up with her further down the trail, I didn’t know what had happened but recognized that this young girl was in deep trouble. She was sitting on the ground, half panicked/half crying, in this large pool of blood with a couple of dogs still dripping blood acutely. Seeing “Jillian Perron” sitting there in the middle of the trail covered in the red stuff, I thought for sure that her team had been run over and initially, I thought for sure that those snowmobilers were running away from the scene of an accident. Without hesitation, I told my team to “Stay”, planted my snow hook firmly and went over to render assistance. I asked her if she was all right and she said “yes” through volumes of tears. I knew she wasn’t and that she was just too proud to ask for assistance so I went about and assessed the situation. Here she was holding on to her two leaders by their tug lines wrapped deep in her bent left elbow while she had a good grip to the rest of the team with her right hand. Her two leaders just kept on pulling and wanted to go while her team dogs were being choked as their necklines were wrapped around their necks and she was pulling on them. As for the two wheel dogs, well they were in sad shape and needed some serious medical attention. Without hesitation, I pulled some spare rope from my pocket while I retrieved my knife. I pulled her two leaders back, releasing the pressure and cut the tangled lines from around the dogs’ necks. I fabricated/knitted an emergency gangline and ensured that the animals were safe. I talked to Jillian for a few minutes and noticed that she wasn’t hurt so asked if she was going to be all right to which she nodded “yes”. I walked to the back of her sled and made sure that her snow hook was well anchored then went back to mine. “I think you’ll be OK. Make sure you look after those two. I’ll go and see if I can’t find some help.” I told her pointing at the wounded ones. With that, I whistled and we uptrailed. Sitting there, playing cards on the trail, was not one of my ambitions of the day and besides, I needed to get to the next check point and make sure that she and her dogs would be looked after. I soon met with a volunteer and stopped. I told him about the incident and I found it strange that he didn’t know about it already. She had been the second musher out of the chute and I was the seventh. So, technically five participants should have gone by her. Add to that the two that passed us while I was helping her and you’d think he’d know about it. So why hadn’t anybody else stopped to help or at least report the mishap? Well, I guess when you’re in “racing mode”, nothing else matters. Yeah but where’s the sportsmanship in this?

So we carried on tackling the ever so challenging mountainous terrain of the Allagash backwoods. Whatever they had said about this region, they were right. The place offered great steep upclimbs as well as deep ravines and was simply beautiful. For me and the dogs, we were in our element and enjoying the ride. There was to be a slight glitch when we came to where the 30 miler divides away from the longer races. As far as “Oumak” was concerned, he remembered that you had to go left and was adamant that he would turn there to continue his route down that trail. “No “Oumak” we’re not running the 60 this year. We’ve got to go Haw. Haw trail, buddy, Haw trail.” There was no way he’d cooperate. He had it imprinted in his mind that this was the way to go. I was starting to think that it might be possible that he wanted to follow Sylvain, his previous owner. They had turned here earlier this morning. That was a distinct possibility so I called to my white dog to lead the way. “JR” Haw trail, Haw.” He knew what I wanted and made sure that “Oumak” would follow suit. “Snap” he tugged on the neckline, jerking his neck sideways so to point him in the right direction. “Oumak” had gotten the message and we were back on the right trail. We were moving right along and when we got to the log cabin (midway check point), we had managed to pass three other teams. We had made up for some serious time through those hilly sections and were looking good. Back on another snowmobile trail, we started to faulter. It was sheer ice and my broken brake was making it hard to steer thus decided to slow down. I was glad that I was using my sled as the edges of the skis were doing what they designed for. They were stopping us from sliding sideways in these inclines. Then the faster racers came along and passed us. They seemed to be not deterred by the conditions. As it would turn out, most of them would eventually skid out of control, kiss trees and as for my friend “Johanne Cloutier”, she would lose her team. “Hey Gino.” I heard my name being called. “Is it safe to pass?” I turned around and here was “Shane Cox” behind me and asking for the trail. “Yeah, it’s OK. Come on ahead.” “What about the “Kid”? Is he going to let me by?” I started laughing. He more than obviously thought that I was serious earlier that morning. “Don’t worry about a thing.” I reassured him while motioning to come. “Just to make sure that a doubt still existed, I ordered “Kid, behave.” There was no reason to do this other than to play “mind games” with the young man but what the hell, I was giving him his change back from the morning’s ribbing. He came along and asked how many riders were ahead. “Oh maybe, six or seven.” I guesstimated. “How’s your run?” he asked while slowing down and traveling alongside me. “So far, so good but I’ve got no brake.” I said pointing to the defective thing. “Humm, could be a bitch.” he assessed. “Yeah, well don’t worry about me, we’ll make out all right. Now get up there and make us proud. It’s a bunch of women in front.” I said just to motivate him. With that, he whistled (got to love those guys that can do this) and he was off. He was way faster than us but then again, he maybe tipped the scale at a whole 150 lbs. That didn’t matter. Him passing us like that would provide my dogs the incentive they needed to push on. It worked and we were back at a clip that ranged in the 12 mph. It was too fast and the “Kid” was mumbling while I was fighting with my sled trying to keep it on the trail.
We turned left onto a “dog trail” and I was some glad. Although hard packed, it had only been used by dog teams and we didn’t have to fight the ruts left behind by snowmobiles. Still moving at a fair clip, I wasn’t aware that disaster was lurking around the corner. I was excited with the prospect that we only had less than ten (10) miles and had not noticed what lied ahead in the trail till it was too late. “Bang”, he fell down like a ton of bricks. “What the Fuck?” I said in alarm, seeing “Oumak” on his side, being dragged by “JR”. “What happened?” When I looked at the trail, I instantly realized what the problem was. Without me noticing (I was bent over my steering bow and trying to catch my breath), we had entered an area full of deep frozen moose tracks. He had stepped in one and had tripped. From the looks of it, it could be serious so I called for the team to “Stay”, again planted my snow hook and tended to my wounded dog. “Are you all right, buddy?” I asked, kneeling down and grabbing his head. Seeing him there, panting with his left front leg stiff as a rod and shaking, I could see where the injury was. I gently felt it up and down and from his moaning, I diagnosed that nothing was broken but that he had pulled something in his shoulder. I pressed on the area and rotated the leg from front to back and up and down and by his reaction, I could tell that he was in serious pain. While I was trying to keep him in that prone position, he was trying to get up so to continue. “Relax Mac, Relax. I got a feeling that it’s time to open that can of beans.” I told him and the rest of the team. By the stares they were giving me, it was without a doubt, certain that they were concerned about his well-being. “He’s going to be all right. We’ll just sit here for a while, get re-organized and then move on.” I was about to throw the towel in when I decided that I’d bag “Oumak” and continue on with five dogs. I put him in my basket, hooked “Sox” in lead and attempted to carry on. “Uptrail” I asked, “Let’s go, Uptrail.” Nothing, they just sat there in silence, staring behind at me and “Oumak”. “Let’s go guys, Uptrail.” I told them again, starting to get impatient. Still nothing. “Come on you guys, we can’t stay here all day. Let’s go!” “Calm down, Gino, calm down.” I thought to myself, “You’re not helping matters.” While they refused to move, “Oumak” was struggling trying to get out of the sled bag. He wiggled and jiggled so much that his efforts were rewarded and he managed to get out of his “straight jacket”. He shook himself off and with his tail straight in the air, he walked to the front of the team and squeezed right in between “JR” and “Sox”. The rest of the team started barking and banging in their harnesses as if to say, “We started this together, we’re going to finish this together.” The message was clear. “Oumak” had earned his position in the team and we were going nowhere without him. “Do you figure you can make it, Buddy?” I asked him while patting his smiling face. “Are you going to be able go all the way?” You know, when they say that they understand what we’re talking about, I’m convinced that it’s true. I think it’s a matter for us humans to understand “dog language”. When I asked him these questions, he leaned down on his front paws, rolled around on his back, got up and barked, as to say “Let’s go, we don’t want to be late for supper.” I repositioned him in lead, put “Sox” back to his original place and walked back to my sled and this in a hurry. They had pulled the anchor out and were going without me. Shoulder to shoulder, my two leaders leaned into each other. “Oumak” was definitely hurt and was limping and I guess this was a way to relieve the pressure. “Kid?” I said to my big bruiser. “I guess me and you are going to have to carry the extra load.” Yeah, they understand. He got the message and put in that 150% that I knew he could give me. I wasn’t too keen on continuing on as I didn’t know how much damage had been done to his shoulder. I was just hoping that this letting him carry on would not aggravate his injury and make it permanent.

Five, four, three, two, one. Those last miles seemed like they would never end. We were limping along at a “snail’s pace” and were passed by many other racers. It didn’t matter. I just wanted to make it back. My “Oumak” needed to put his feet up and so did the rest of the team. When we got to last 1000 feet, we were at the top of the ski hill. As it was sheer ice, I didn’t plan to “downhill” it. I applied the brakes and slowed us down but the incline kept pulling us to the left towards an area where patrons of the place had set up a ski jump. From the tracks that I could see, most of the contestants had ended up there and I knew if I also did, I would be penalized on my time. With the Finish Line in the other direction, my sister “Michelle” was standing by the jump and whistled in an effort to coax my dogs to go the right way. I got the drift of her signaling but I couldn’t help it, we were sliding and heading to face the same predicament. Almost in desperation, I yelled “Oumak, Gee Trail, Gee Trail, Buddy.”

Yeah, we didn’t win anything but the sight was a thing of beauty. He reached down his very soul and went way past that threshold of pain. He was going to show me why I had paid so much money for him. He was going to show the rest of the world that he belonged to and deserved the privilege of being called a “Canadian Snow Hound”. He pulled us to safety and guided us across that Finish Line and this in real style. To see them prance along towards it, I couldn’t help but think as to how proud I was of my “Boyz”. We had accomplished what we had set out to do. “Heads high, shoulders back. Be proud.” I whispered to them. “You’ve earned the right to parade in front of this crowd and show off who you are. You did your best and earned the right to now be called “Veterans of the CAN-AM”. And that “Gents” is something that no matter what, they’ll never be able to take that away from you.

The next day at the ceremonial banquet, I received quite the ovation for helping that young girl in distress. They had overly exaggerated my exploits and to my embarrassment, they made me to be a “hero”. From the amount of applauds that I received compared to the winners of the events, the people had sent the message that “winning at all cost” was not necessarily what this sport was all about. Getting a cheque for first place kept you in dog food for a couple of months, while showing compassion to a fellow musher would earn you the respect of that community. This was further brought into focus when after the brunch I was headed out the door to go back when I was accosted by an older man who introduced himself as a close friend of the “Perron” family. He thanked me for my kind gesture and asked me to go outside with him. I followed him to his truck where Paul Boudreau, Marc Allain and a few other mushers were standing. He reached into one of the dog boxes and retrieved a beautiful red Siberian Racing Husky. “He’s a great dog,” the elder gentleman said, “but I’ve got too many and I’d like to give him to you because I know you’ll give him a good home. I can recognize a real “dog man” when I see one and you’re one of us. So please do accept this as a token of our appreciation.” The offer was more than attractive but taking him would mean that I would have to sideline one of my guys and most likely, the “Kid” would be demoted to the “B” team. This was not in the cards for now so I came up with a bunch of excuses as to why I couldn’t take possession of such a fine specimen. “Don’t worry about it, one of the Quebec mushers said, “I’ll smuggle it across for you.” “You’ll have a much faster team.” this “Allain” fellow kept insisting. This was true but the drama of always chasing this faster team would always be there whether I took it or not and I wasn’t prepared to sacrifice any member of my “Mob” just to have the glory of a better standing at a race. We had done our best with what we had and as far as I’m concerned, the present “wedding arrangements” were quite satisfying. So as tempting as it was, I simply declined, saying “Sorry Folks but I just can’t. Besides, I’ve got a secret weapon back home. His name is “Leonard, the devil child” and get ready, he’s one of those “spirit dogs”. Watch out next year because we’ll be back and we won’t be coming for a “walk in the park”.

It was nice to have been acknowledged in such a fashion but if you recall at the beginning of this story, we opened up with a question and it is only fitting that another act of kindness be recognized. There is this other unsung hero by the name of “Shane Cox” who also decided that the welfare of a fellow musher was more important than racing. He’s the individual that picked up that other stranded musher and helped that person retrieve the lost team. Two things happened here. “Shane” never reported the incident and left the choice to that other person to disqualify herself. This never materialized and if this young man would not have stopped, the outcomes in the standings would have been different. Isn’t it just amazing as to how the “dark side” of racing can suck you in and test your integrity? As far as I’m concerned, this “Shane Cox” deserves to receive at least this honorary mention simply because he showed true signs of a caring person. And for that “my friend” I dedicate this story to you and invite you to pop in anytime at “Baisley Lodges” for a cup of coffee. In my books, you’re one of those good guys that wears the “white hat” in those cowboy movies and those “Boyz” are always welcomed to share “My Slice of Heaven”.

Well, it’s been a pleasure sharing this time with you throughout the winter. There’s still one more chapter that needs to be written but I’ll leave it at that for now.
Later Folks…

Peace on Earth to one and all. And remember, together we can make a difference.
Gino